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Thank goodness its beach time this week :)
We recently got into a discussion at work about politics.
I found something quite interesting.
I mentioned that i refuse to vote for Obama. I dont like him. Hes bad for the military
and since my family and most of my friends are all in the air force. I just cant.
However when i mentioned these people started calling me ignorant, among other things.
Voting has always been a personal choice.
Whether i like who you like or not. It is my right to choose.
Why do people get personally offended when you don't want the person they want to be in charge.
"spelled out your name and listed reasons faint of heart dont call me back...a million hours left to think of you and think of that."
- The Con Tegan & Sara
"she doesnt deserve to be in a place like this all alone.
He said it was a one night stand but the alcohol didnt let her understand.
So what made you think that he couldnt find a door in the morning when he found that bed so easily in the dark.
So the bartender who tends to pretend that hes concerned says girlie girlie your at your best when your sober.
She thought that she could buy happiness by the bottle"
-The Fourth Drink Instinct Cute is what we aim for
"shes a backseat driver, a drama provider, an instant update of the world
did you scream enough to make her cry"
- Shes a Lady Forever the Sickest Kids
Well its about to happen.
I am actually about to venture out a my own.
Im moving to a new place ive never even visited.
Im getting my own apartment
Im getting my own car
I have to pay for college all by myself.
As you begin to grow up you realize that life is so much easier when you mooch off your family
Im going to broke and worn down for at least a year.
I have to find a new job.
Im leaving a place thats safe and sound and going somewhere where absolutley anything could happen.
and i must say
I am scared outta my mind.
One part of life might be good but another part sucks.
I hope life works out soon.
Cuz this is getting too depressing.
I love my best friend and i could spend everyday with her.
But i want somebody to love.
whos not in love with her.
it seems they're always in love with her....
A Guy That Will
- Talk baseball with me until the sun comes up
- think im prettier wearing my hot pink sweats with crazy messed up hair rather then my 4 inch heels and done up dresses
- learn to cook with me
- believe in me
- wont laugh when i run screaming away from bees or refuse to kill spiders even though i whine about them and HATE THEMMMM!!!
- accept my obsession of magazines and scrapbooking
- take as many pictures with me as it takes just to get that ONE good one, which according to my view could be alooootttt of pics
- play catch with me anytime :)
- understand that i cant be happy 24/7, everybody has bad days
- accept that with the job i have smelling like cheesestix every night is to be expected.
- realize that im a fat kid at heart. and no matter how hard i try i will always chose a krispy kreme doughnut over a healthy balanced meal
- never ever ever nag me about what i do with my money. my money is my frickin hard earned money to do with it as i please
- play video game baseball until im losingg soo badly that there really isnt a point to be playing anymore
- laugh at all my stupid jokes that dont make sense
- kiss me everyday.
- whisper sweet nothings in my ear and actually mean them
- call me at 3 in the morning just to say you were thinking about me
- give me flowers for no reason. why is it that girls only get flowers on bdays and valentines day. i frickin love flowers. even frickin flowers outta somebodies lawn are BEAUTIFUL!
- Slow dance to old country songs
- accept the fact that i love and need my 35+ (and growing) pairs of 4 inch high heels. so what if 1/4 of them are black and look pretty much the same, its not like the look EXACTly the same :)
- is willing to watch scary movies with me, even though i wont watch it and ill have my head buried in your shoulder the whole time
- make me a better person
i know its a tall order
and
probably will never happen
but if i ever do find someone like that
i am never letting him go.
- Mood:awake
Ive gone through life always meeting the wrong guys, always staying with the wrong guys and always ended up broken hearted because in the end the wrong guys figured out they were wrong for me before i did.
well i think i may have found him.
but i guess at only 19 one never really knows do they.
- Location:mi bedroom
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:nada.
